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You Look FineI look in the mirror and what do I see?
A shirt pulled up with a somewhat fat belly.
Not the kind that has rolls or the kind that's unhealthy.
But don't tell me that, because all I see is jelly.
I wake up in the morning and my stomach is flat.
I try not to eat, so it'll stay like that.
I like seeing my rubs and my hipbones, they're pretty.
Everyone else says it's sick and they tell me I'm silly.
I like wearing clothes that will cover it up.
Sometimes I think it looks like a baby bump.
I'm fat. I look bad. That's what I tell myself.
The doctor told me it's bad for my health.
It's bad to not eat because I think it'll help.
It's wrong to compare my body to anyone else.
I can't help it, I like the way I look now.
My stomach is flat. Not even a bit round.
Nobody tells me they like the way I look.
No fairytale stories talk about about anorexic good looks.
I feel bad about myself; I want this to change.
But I can't start eating and gain back all the weight.
I don't want it back. I want to be
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